I've been stuck here a year. Well technically not yet- it will be a year Jan. 7th or something. Honestly it has not been worth it.
Not Germany's fault, I take all the credit for my miserableness. That's why I am going to do something about it. Make changes. Get started.
This is not a resolution: This is a goal. I have clear due dates and progress checks set up.
I want this. I want to be better. I want more than what I have right now.